Training was good today,
I totally got owned on FHW.
I really had no idea of how to play but Ian insisted that i try lol.
End up obstruct and whack Cindy's hands only.
Oh and i just got to know Cindy today, is old bird who came back after A's.
Shall attempt to absorb faster and practice harder.
Dinner at Singapore Post as usual.
Shall try the famous Astons at SGP next time. ~
My day was short but i feel surprisingly drained mentally.
Can bang wall lah.
Sian.
Monday, December 14, 2009 @
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @
Helped out for performance at Night Safari today (saturday night)
Awed and inspired by how they played.
It is really different watching them play live.
The vibe the groove the energy.
Sick.
Arms aching from all the filming too.
But i like filming. ~
I like the feeling from a smooth panning attempt, and when the shots come out good.
And by some blur accident i brought home Boon's $1k+ camcorder -.-
I was holding on tight to my bag throughout the journey back man.
I hope i have not damaged the camcorder in anyway unintentionally and unknowingly -.-
Must quickly return to him at tmr's training -.-
I forgot what to say.
My day is supposedly good today,
But i felt otherwise.
Maybe its the fatigue, maybe its whats constantly bothering me in my mind.
Hai.
Resist resist resist.
Awed and inspired by how they played.
It is really different watching them play live.
The vibe the groove the energy.
Sick.
Arms aching from all the filming too.
But i like filming. ~
I like the feeling from a smooth panning attempt, and when the shots come out good.
And by some blur accident i brought home Boon's $1k+ camcorder -.-
I was holding on tight to my bag throughout the journey back man.
I hope i have not damaged the camcorder in anyway unintentionally and unknowingly -.-
Must quickly return to him at tmr's training -.-
I forgot what to say.
My day is supposedly good today,
But i felt otherwise.
Maybe its the fatigue, maybe its whats constantly bothering me in my mind.
Hai.
Resist resist resist.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @
fuck i resisted for 10 days
sian.
sian.
Friday, December 11, 2009 @
Warning: WALL OF TEXT & BORING CONTENT AHEAD.
Just an account of what happened and how i felt.
Post-performance euphoria.
Gigged at City Square Mall this evening,
For some christmas cum charity event.
The stage is small, the audience area is also small,
Just a tiny shelter, probably the size of a 5 room hdb.
Gauge of 100 and less (unenthusiasic) audiences lol.
Got close-up and hi-bye with joanna peh!
Awesome stuff, she is really pretty in person.
And she makes tons of random and cute comments lol.
Too bad didn't get photo opportunities hah.
Overall its pretty cool,
I didn't play as well as i wanted,
But still wasn't too disappointed.
Its more of the effort, could have done better but i think i did my 80%.
But still, quite a breakthrough, while im doing things like 30 to 50% all these while, not even half-heartedly.
I think i'm on my way to find back the 'drive' in life.
I have never, for these few years, worked so hard for something.
Only got to know of the pieces on weds night, and i had near zero knowledge of them.
Seeked help from yongqiang and he taught and practiced with me the entire hot summer piece in 3 hours.
Really thanks to him for the patience, time and trouble and everything.
Went home, practiced another 3 hours.
Next day morning before school, 2 hours.
I don't think i have ever worked so hard even for my exams lol.
Nonetheless will seek for further improvement.
Also, thanks to andy for coming down.
Like my first friend audience lol.
And to his friend too.
I didn't invite friends to come support cos i thought it would quite a trouble to come all the way to farrer park and watch for just 10 mins.
But yeah, he heard about it and still came down anyway so, thanks.
Side track,
I would definitely recommend the mall for gatherings and stuff.
Maybe because its a fairly new mall,
80% of the f&b (restaurants or fast food etc) are pretty much empty
Like really empty.
Imagine 3 staffs running an entire long john silvers.
Pretty cool mall overall.
Yeah there might be bangalas lurking around but not likely IN the mall.
Cos they are all at Mustafa centre. Haaaaah.
Pretty much tired alr,
Also dont know what i typing.
Haha bye.
My life is good today. ~
Just an account of what happened and how i felt.
Post-performance euphoria.
Gigged at City Square Mall this evening,
For some christmas cum charity event.
The stage is small, the audience area is also small,
Just a tiny shelter, probably the size of a 5 room hdb.
Gauge of 100 and less (unenthusiasic) audiences lol.
Got close-up and hi-bye with joanna peh!
Awesome stuff, she is really pretty in person.
And she makes tons of random and cute comments lol.
Too bad didn't get photo opportunities hah.
Overall its pretty cool,
I didn't play as well as i wanted,
But still wasn't too disappointed.
Its more of the effort, could have done better but i think i did my 80%.
But still, quite a breakthrough, while im doing things like 30 to 50% all these while, not even half-heartedly.
I think i'm on my way to find back the 'drive' in life.
I have never, for these few years, worked so hard for something.
Only got to know of the pieces on weds night, and i had near zero knowledge of them.
Seeked help from yongqiang and he taught and practiced with me the entire hot summer piece in 3 hours.
Really thanks to him for the patience, time and trouble and everything.
Went home, practiced another 3 hours.
Next day morning before school, 2 hours.
I don't think i have ever worked so hard even for my exams lol.
Nonetheless will seek for further improvement.
Also, thanks to andy for coming down.
Like my first friend audience lol.
And to his friend too.
I didn't invite friends to come support cos i thought it would quite a trouble to come all the way to farrer park and watch for just 10 mins.
But yeah, he heard about it and still came down anyway so, thanks.
Side track,
I would definitely recommend the mall for gatherings and stuff.
Maybe because its a fairly new mall,
80% of the f&b (restaurants or fast food etc) are pretty much empty
Like really empty.
Imagine 3 staffs running an entire long john silvers.
Pretty cool mall overall.
Yeah there might be bangalas lurking around but not likely IN the mall.
Cos they are all at Mustafa centre. Haaaaah.
Pretty much tired alr,
Also dont know what i typing.
Haha bye.
My life is good today. ~
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @
i'm not afraid to perform
i'm afraid to disappoint
i'm afraid of how much responsibility the crew name printed on my shirt weighs
maybe i shouldn't have accepted gigs so soon, just a few months in
sequence plus hot summer in less than 36 hours (from tmr morning)
i'll try my best
my very best
starting from gathering all the gutso and confidence i have lost these two years,
i will i must i can.
i'm afraid to disappoint
i'm afraid of how much responsibility the crew name printed on my shirt weighs
maybe i shouldn't have accepted gigs so soon, just a few months in
sequence plus hot summer in less than 36 hours (from tmr morning)
i'll try my best
my very best
starting from gathering all the gutso and confidence i have lost these two years,
i will i must i can.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @
Time to retire my crappy 5 year old default ipod earphones,
Left side is not receiving any signal.
Nice timing, just when i happened to set my sights on the IE-10,
And wondering if i really needed it.
Need to start saving up man.
To buy list:
IE-10
Big Night Out 2010 Tix
And its rare that i want to buy anything :S
So yeah..
P/S: Life sucks.
day one
Left side is not receiving any signal.
Nice timing, just when i happened to set my sights on the IE-10,
And wondering if i really needed it.
Need to start saving up man.
To buy list:
IE-10
Big Night Out 2010 Tix
And its rare that i want to buy anything :S
So yeah..
P/S: Life sucks.
day one
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @
i wish